it's been a while..

It's been a while Since I could hold my head up high
and it's been a while Since I first saw you
It's been a while since i could stand on my own two feet again and it's been a while since i could call you
But everything I can't remember as fucked up as it may seem the consequences that I've rendered I've stretched myself beyond my means
It's been a while since i could say that i wasn't addicted and It's been a while Since I could say I love myself as well and
It's been a while Since I've gone and fucked things up just like i always do
It's been a while ...
Why must i feel this way? just make this go away just one more peaceful day
Its been awhile Since I could look at myself straight and it's been a while since i said i'm sorry
It's been a while Since I've seen the way the candles light your face
It's been a while Since I could hold my head up high and it's been a while since i said

i'm sorry .
Staind- it's been a while.
funny how someone else's thoughts starts a new day and beginning for you.