believe in YOU.

so it is that time of life again. Where you sit back (panic attack in full swing) and wonder what you have done with your life thus far? Swaar kry het sy prys. But before you vow to quit smoking, drink less or change who you are...

You wonder about the mistakes and if you are the person your parents would actually REALLY be proud of?

Your biggest achievement might be getting off your medication that kept you up straight for the last decade.

You might have gotten married, divorced, dimented.

Lost weight, gained weight, never falling far from away.

Bought a house, lost millions, gained a personality.

Broke free...from your childhood mess that always kept on coming back for more.

Left behind what you should have in a previous life and started wearing check shirts, glasses and underwear.

took your love somewhere else.

How can one day affect you as a whole? Affect how you see yourself? Your life? Your beingness (that word is from the natisha dictionary)

I say bullshit.

This New Year depression ends now. You have to just be.

Start with getting rid of the inner conflict and love yourself.

Some things are going to change around here in my head this year...

"You desired my attention, but denied my affection".

Get up, not even your own shadow stays with you in dark times.

change what you must and be good to yourself, you are going to be stuck with YOU for a while, so you better start loving it baby, scars and all.

And yes, I’m not saying this year is going to be easy, sunshine, ice cream and vino. It’s going to be hard as fuck.

But give yourself a chance; believe in you, no one is going to do it FOR YOU.





I promise you, that somewhere you are doing something right.